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Friday, September 16, 2005
sometimes i tot that life would begood with love.but is love something hard to mend and blend?it something missing in there..i dont know.basically i think my ex bf, michaelsimply understand me and know me the best.i wouldnt elaborate how. but he simplyknows wad i want, when im sad or happieand how to turn things better so i would smile.but i did get tempted to turn to him again..but basically i couldnt stand the crack..a deep crack.if one thing turn bad..everything turn bad..how i wish...i could hav e a guy that i love simply so muchto be myself..know wad i want..and just sacrifice everything i have to him..and may he cherish and return..the love just continue and continue..love my good and bad..my flaw and shit..understanding is very importantand trust..my sis and bf break ler...it simple..my sis just turn her back to alex.he is a good guy..i told my sis..he is a 100 percent prefect man i wish for..but as for everyone have different kind of taste and expectation...i just wish i could have the process of loving someoneagain just like i did when i was with michael..the long lasting love i have been waiting for..back to reality..i gonna study well in order to go nursing..but the time im 22 when i finish and completemy study i will turn to having children and marriage..i wan to be a good lover..i do. i miz you (u know who ure)i do...now i know no one understand mewell as good as God. he is a multipleprefect man! the PREFECT MAN! God is the best..never let me down.i love you GOD. he always show me the lightand the way of my path. i simplysacrifice myself to ya.please forgive all my unforgiven sin.having God by my side then a real manis far better than having a bf. i just nort ready i guess.but there is a man out there waiting for my reply..I cannort give out or sacrifice things for anyoneor neither love you completely..cus i dun have a choice and neither i have the way or choices..just bear with me will ya? jus let me sort out everythingand i will be with u as long u want me to.i told my sister..in a woman heart..there will be only one guy that she love so badlyand unforgotton..then my sis told me..the one that is deep down ur heart doesnthave to be the one u marry to.yea true..but i guess the man i deep down love is always YOU.i am so LOST now. absolutely no one to turn to. HOW?>haiz. i guess im on my own. standing on my two feet now.no one is reliable. my family suituation is getting worseand worser. i just cant take it anymore...just leave me a lone for quite sometime. i cantface everything by myself now. im sorry people..!musiC- kelly clarkson- behind the hazel eyes
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