sorry peepz!
haha. i know it a long time .
and sure there's alot of happenings.
a couple of my friends complaints . my blog nothing liao.
lol. apologise to all of you .
haha. my coursework & assignment drowing me liao .
so busy that could log in . somemore log in still forget
username and password. die liao lah ..lol
so much to say..
haha. dunno where to start sia . basically
i living my life normally now . yupp im in college .
first, congratulate my friend, ling , got boyfriend ler
and very happy for her. she's a happy girl. im happy als0 =).
second, i got my laptop . own my me me me me! as a birthday present
in advance of my 18th birthday. really really happy =) . having been
interested in friendster animore . hahas . but il still update new pics .
friends, i always online . so if you are unhappy or want me to
do you all a favor i am just here for all of you .
hmm, i just knew a hk guy, he;s name is james .
he's basically a lecturer . everytime he chat to me in msn.
he give me lecturer about everything . lol .
he study in uni . but he chat alot . soo much i couldnt read .lol
he's a nice guy . thanks =) anyway!
i learned something...
Life is a journey . long and hard journey .
but is love that make the journey
sweet and short . also with determination
and hopes.
should blog again soon . yup it tml il blog .
i will promise :) lol .
`mi ssy ; super FiCial ; 6:27 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
who ever is secret lovin` someone
deeply. this song dedicate t0
ya as well okay?
痴心绝对 - 李圣杰
想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
#1
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
chorus
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现真正
爱你的人独自守着伤悲
repeat #1
bridge
曾经我以为我自己会后悔不想
爱的太多痴心绝对为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变也唤不回你对我的坚决
`mi ssy ; super FiCial ; 10:45 AM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
hee ") yes i change my skin.
i noe i zi liann` put my big pic
in` the backgr0undd`.
long time no blog lerr`
n0w i will do it more often back.
paiseh worr`. nowadays alot of
homework andd` assignment.
wonder am i nuts or somethingg`
i wen to joinn` the school embassadorr`.
-dia0s- hee tml g0t meeting. maybe involved
in so many thingg` then i w0nt dink so much
bahh`.
btw, me andd my friend are doinn` a christmas
card to earn 50 bucks. hmm. we half ; half.
okaye lars . i found out i g0t lot of other
people de mimi inside me lei. wonder
if im really a g0od listener. g0t loads
of it inside of me. hee =)
im a g00d friend i knoe.
i just knew a few guys in my sch0oL.
hmm. Marvin, Ricky , Michael andd`
raymond ( i think) hee. they're quiet
andd` very very clever people . hmm that doesnt
mean im t0opid okaye.
im still in love with michael. how?
hmm. nowadays people always think about
their ex's . wad about y0u? wad bout' michael?
well well, hope jiamin is fine .. d0nt think so much
worr` . i h0pe everythingg` will be fine okayee.` hee
i w0s supposed t0` sendd` u a songg` andd hell u cant
openn` it . hmm. it a h0kkienn`s0ngg` very super nice.
it goes...
ai t0i li..xim tiar tiar
xu t0i li..xim tiar tiar.
basically is..
fall in love, heart pain pain..
think of u , heart pain painn`
hee").
went OC. omg the philippines performance
super duper nice! shuaii-ge also alot . hee ")
but i d0n bother also. hee ")
oh ya! my mum is opening a indonesiann` restaurant
this n0vember. a c0uple of the menu is i c00k dee.`
im able t0 cook cus i pass my` f0od hygiene.
clever me hah? -
hao lerr` so latee i haben sleepp` later my mum` know
sure kana kan andd ch0. hee ") hao lerr` aku wan t0
orhh` orhh` lerr.
` m i ss y. su per fiCiaL `-me
( my` ni ck na me)
ii ` wanna dedicate my h0ney ; bunn`ies dis songg`
each destination contain thing called memory;
it helps us to move on with our journey;
but everyone will been through a special destination
called LOVE;-
Destination of LOVE is a unknown distance and desicision;
either a choice of regret or happiness ( happily ever after);
d0n hold on t0 ur DESTINATION cuss there're is more
to see andd more destination to be completed.. d0 nort look
bck. for everything is fatedd ` to be. when it comes it comes;-
when it goes; or nort urs;- it will be gone foreverr`.
hope everyone likes it. good dayy` worr. live
ur life t0 the fullest every day filled with happiness
and hope.
`mi ssy ; super FiCial ; 3:13 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
good with love.
but is love something hard to mend and blend?
it something missing in there..
i dont know.
basically i think my ex bf, michael
simply understand me and know me the best.
i wouldnt elaborate how. but he simply
knows wad i want, when im sad or happie
and how to turn things better so i would smile.
but i did get tempted to turn to him again..
but basically i couldnt stand the crack..
a deep crack.
if one thing turn bad..everything turn bad..
how i wish...
i could hav e a guy that i love simply so much
to be myself..know wad i want..
and just sacrifice everything i have to him..
and may he cherish and return..
the love just continue and continue..
love my good and bad..my flaw and shit..
understanding is very important
and trust..
my sis and bf break ler...it simple..
my sis just turn her back to alex.
he is a good guy..i told my sis..
he is a 100 percent prefect man i wish for..
but as for everyone have different kind of
taste and expectation...
i just wish i could have the process of loving someone
again just like i did when i was with michael..
the long lasting love i have been waiting for..
back to reality..
i gonna study well in order to go nursing..
but the time im 22 when i finish and complete
my study i will turn to having children and marriage..
i wan to be a good lover..
i do. i miz you (u know who ure)
i do...
now i know no one understand me
well as good as God. he is a multiple
prefect man! the PREFECT MAN!
God is the best..never let me down.
i love you GOD. he always show me the light
and the way of my path. i simply
sacrifice myself to ya.
please forgive all my unforgiven sin.
having God by my side then a real man
is far better than having a bf. i just nort ready i guess.
but there is a man out there waiting for my reply..
I cannort give out or sacrifice things for anyone
or neither love you completely..
cus i dun have a choice and neither i have
the way or choices..
just bear with me will ya? jus let me sort out everything
and i will be with u as long u want me to.
i told my sister..
in a woman heart..
there will be only one guy that she love so badly
and unforgotton..
then my sis told me..
the one that is deep down ur heart doesnt
have to be the one u marry to.
yea true..
but i guess the man i deep down love is always YOU.
i am so LOST now. absolutely no one to turn to. HOW?>
haiz. i guess im on my own. standing on my two feet now.
no one is reliable. my family suituation is getting worse
and worser. i just cant take it anymore...
just leave me a lone for quite sometime. i cant
face everything by myself now. im sorry people..!
musiC- kelly clarkson- behind the hazel eyes
`mi ssy ; super FiCial ; 11:12 AM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
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mm. saw alot of mie frd
gt bf liaos. veri happi ferr
dem. =)
hmm. dis two weeks gt holidae.
nt verii nicee. but okaee lo.
furnishin my mum's bf hse.
derr hse look so gd andd
derr garden so big. nice!
yaryarx.
call mi daddi andd nanny
ytd. miss dem so much.
almos cry wen tokin
to mie daddi.
sigh-
my sis oso gt bf le.
so happi ferr her oso.
wonder if mie bf would
be gd to mie or nt.
(if he sees dis he
goin to kill mie)
j/k lars dearie.
waitin ferr mie bro
to haf a gf. den
we will haf happi
family. lol
tuesday goin to skool
le. hais. so sians at sch.
tml need to work. so tired.
yawn~ i wanna slp le.
it late.
i will blog tml. promise!
-wo hui zhang kai wo de shou
bien chen zhi bang shou hu ni-
-muSsiCC- Mariah Carey-It;s like datt. super nice!!
`mi ssy ; super FiCial ; 3:20 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
ferr every sec datt cheerr eu upp
wil oso cheerr ya dwnn againn=(
i giff up. he;s a idiot. lol =P
i find my cuttie chubby boi,
who had been waitedd ferr miee
two yrss. mmm..ke lian hor?
kae larx. he;s berri sweett indeed.
hmm. berrii cutee leh. lol. cannt
stand it. andd stil sayang miee
so much.
kae larx. stp tokin abt boi,
it wil seem like im a bitch.
lol. =P
my jie got bf liao. can see she
realli lurvee datt guy. wish dem
all e best. chang chang jiu jiu
duo sheng xiao hai. oppsi.
i didnt jus say it outta loudd.
pardon mieee..=)
todaee wass quitee a chatty daee,
tokk to alott of pple onlinee todaee
also found miee pri sch frd in frdster.
aiyox. tsunami again. i wonderinn
wart is god tryin to tel uss abtt dis
happenin? is it goin to be a judgement
dae soon. i dunno.
burt i tink if a person is innocent,
faithful andd trust in God,
u wil nt be taken awae andd
notin under God;s hse wil
shaken. mm..gd concept. lol.
P.S. God pls save the innocent
andd poor pple, gif dem ur
protection shield. take awae
deir fear andd sadness.
comfort dem wiff ur warmness.
giff dem hope andd lifee.
bring dem towards ur love.
bring e warmness in dis earth
gather together to care ferr each
other who is less unfortunate.as
ur love presence. amen.
well it;s a prayer ferr the sufferers
in tsunami. each time i see dem
suffering over the disaster feel
like cryin. how i hope to help dem.
sad =(.
life is jus a up and downn ting.
tml i mus go andd watch constantine.
lol =) wif miee best frd lalah po...!
*if u promisee to smile andd care fer mie
i will lurvee euu forever..!
musSic. Mario- Let me lurve you. --> super nice! U.K top 1
`mi ssy ; super FiCial ; 3:21 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
i finalli cut mie bloody lng hair.
hmm. feel so light now.
tml gt to layer it. lol.
tanks auntie ferr cutin mie hair
FOC (free of charge) lol.
hm. i tink im goin to tell duh guy.
hehe=) although im prepare
to hear sumting bad or gud frm him.
but stil mus say.
cus iff i dunn saee..den i will be wasting
mie tyme. iff he reject miee denn i go
findd sumonee betta.
yeah pple?
kkx larx. dun tokk abt himm lerx.
i hpe it go well soon. goin to
car boott sale tml.
cheap...=)
wanna ZzzzZzz liaox.
write tml.
*promisee tml will bee betterr ferr uss..lol.
muSsiCc --> eminem_-mockingbird_- nice!!
`mi ssy ; super FiCial ; 3:23 PM